The first incense： Georgie told Ge Weilong several times that she didn't love him, which completely tore open the truth that Ge loved him deeply!

　　This paper argues according to the original work.

　　Author | Gui Chen

　　I didn't understand until I revisited it many years later:

　　Ge Weilong's "love" with Qiao Qiqiao has long been traced.

　　And Qiao Qiqiao's cruel refusal many times completely tore off the truth behind Ge Weilong's affection.

　　And Qiao Qiqiao, the man she loves deeply, even devoted her life to sinking and falling, felt a little emotional after I understood all this.

　　The real reason why Ge Weilong loves Qiao Qiqiao is that he really writes about the truth of human nature and the conflict of desire.

　　A deep love, but you.

　　The bud of desire

　　Ge Weilong's evaluation of his aunt has never changed from beginning to end.

　　She is smart enough to make choices, so naturally she can dominate her life.

　　But such a girl with an idea, the final fate is no different from standing in princesa. What she said to Georgie Joe:

　　"How is there no difference? They are forced, I am voluntary! "

　　In this sentence, she was full of sadness and pain, but at that time, she could never return to the past.

　　If Geweilong's fall is a kind of compulsion, I think she may be looked down upon too weakly. She always knows how to choose, always looks for a comfortable place, and always stays awake and intoxicated.

　　All her pains were just the result of struggling with her inner backbone and bottom line. At last, her reason retreated and her desire won.

　　Forced and active, she learned to fall.

　　This Ge Weilong, from the beginning of Zhang Ailing's pen and ink, wrote her final ending. If you don't believe me, please read the following passage:

　　My aunt's reputation in the outside world was not very clean. I only know that people who spread rumors deliberately spoil the widow's family. In addition, Liang Jiteng is one of the richest men in Hong Kong, and my aunt was a proud person before his death. She was specially given a large amount of cash in her will. The real estate is outside, and there are many envious people. Naturally, she can't say a good word. Now it seems that it is true! I came here for no reason to stir in the mixed water. Even if I jumped into the Yellow River, my girl's house would not be washed clean! I still have to overturn the plan completely and think about it again, but in this way, it is not worth it today! Because Wei Long had some doubts just now, she was thinking, since I'm here, I don't have to come in vain. It's only natural that I should make a request to my aunt as planned. It's not up to her, but she doesn't. Maybe it's my luck.

　　At the beginning of the story, she had predicted the possible ending she would face in the future, but why didn't she run? Why not hide? Why not get out?

　　Here, I have to talk about the life experience of Ge Weilong.

　　In the original book, although Ge Weilong is in the middle class, he is a pampered daughter who grew up:

　　Although the Ge family is a middle-class family, Wei Long is also spoiled.

　　Such a pampered daughter has experienced the first difficulty in her life-because of the shortage of funds, she can't continue her studies and get a foothold in Hong Kong.

　　So, she made a smart decision-to take refuge in her aunt in Hong Kong.

　　Even before she made this decision, she had anticipated her aunt's behavior and predictably knew what kind of treatment she would face, but she went anyway.

　　Because there is a 50% chance of taking refuge in my aunt, she can stay in the bustling Hong Kong, not go through the hardships of working, and not go back to Shanghai. This is a 50-50 shortcut, which is enough for her to try to win or lose.

　　With such great luck, she came to her aunt's house with the idea that it doesn't matter if she tried, and this is her unique naivety and dream as a child with little experience.

　　But she never understood that her aunt had always been a cruel character.

　　Auntie can realize the leapfrog of her own class by turning her back on her relatives; You can wait for several years, killing your husband and taking over the property he left behind, which shows that this woman is ruthless.

　　At that time, Ge Weilong didn't know that he was going to rolling in the deep.

　　She just used her cleverness to change a way to get funds without paying too much. Even if she later knew the price of all this, she went willingly.

　　It's been three months in a flash, and I've worn it, eaten it, played it, and had a small roll call in the communication field; Everything that ordinary girls dream of has been tried. Is there such a cheap thing in the world In this way, things like today are inevitable.

　　The inevitable thing is to help my aunt-all kinds of men, with the means she has learned, and a beautiful skin.

　　"Fall in love" with Georgie Joe

　　Ge Weilong, the love for Georgie began with obedience under a beautiful skin.

　　Qiao Qiqiao has a pair of emerald green eyes, and his eyes are focused and affectionate when he looks at people. He is a frequent visitor in the romantic field, and his mouth is covered with honey. He has won the hearts of many women with this skill.

　　And such a handsome man looked at Ge Weilong with affectionate eyes.

　　Ge Weilong's heart has long been turned into sugar water, and it is as sweet as honey.

　　Qiao Qiqiao gave her the appreciation of her personality charm, the consolation of losing the choir boy, the sense of accomplishment as a woman, and an opportunity to beat her aunt's situation.

　　He came at the right time, and he came for granted.

　　And falling in love with him is only a matter of time.

　　So, this is all Ge Weilong's thoughts and ideas:

　　How happy it is to be pursued by a handsome man!

　　Moreover, this man has once frustrated my aunt, so how could Geweilong have no affection when he saw Georgie Joe?

　　With this good feeling, Ge Weilong went to her journey to the dark life and never came back.

　　In love with Georgie Joe, Geweilong brought dreams and fantasies. As long as she conquered Georgie, she beat her aunt. Of course, this is only a secondary reason. The reason why she really fell in love with Georgie is mostly due to her irresistible lust:

　　In three months, she has become addicted to life here. If she wants to leave here, she can only find a rich man and marry him. It is almost impossible for a rich and agreeable husband. Just find a rich one. Mrs. Liang is an example. At that time, she thought of summers again. After today's twists and turns, in this restless situation, she felt that she was exhausted from a struggle with Georgie in her heart, and she was unable to prolong it any longer. She admitted to losing love. Maybe Georgie's pursuit of her is just a moment of happiness; Maybe he does this to any girl. But if he shows her sincerity, she will certainly promise him.

　　This statement completely tore open the truth that Ge Weilong loves Georgie deeply:

　　For Georgie, Geweilong has love.

　　Otherwise, she can't convince herself to live with someone she doesn't love all her life, which is her final fate.

　　However, her love for Georgie is also mixed with other reasons.

　　For example, cover up your depravity with love, make up your dignity with love, and find an excuse for your materialistic life with love:

　　Studying and working in the society is not necessarily the appropriate way out for a beautiful child like her who has no special skills. Naturally, she'd better get married.

　　And this passage is the last reason why Geweilong is willing to sell herself for Georgie. Her eyes are opened by material desires, and she can no longer accept the simplicity and constraints under ordinary life.

　　After eating delicacies, how many people will not remember its sweetness and beauty? Therefore, in this battle between reason and desire, desire has become the final winner.

　　So I fell in love with Qiao Qiqiao and was willing to sell herself to my aunt for him and be a materialistic woman for life. Her willing idea came into being.

　　As she thought:

　　Wei Long suddenly became suspicious-maybe half of her illness was voluntary; Maybe she subconsciously refused to go back, deliberately delayed ... It's easy to say, go back to be a new person ... A new life ... She is not as simple-minded as she used to be.

　　A disease, can really prove itself, is this the reason for not going back voluntarily?

　　I want to know everything, in this passage, behind this rhetoric-that rational rout.

　　The same thing, others don't have this idea, but she realized this situation.

　　It serves to show the seesaw between her inner self-esteem and desire under such hesitation and anxiety.

　　Finally, at that moment, she gave herself an excuse to stay in this way.

　　She can't forget the delicacies!

　　You know:

　　If a person really wants to get rid of an ending from the bottom of his heart, even if someone presses his head, he will not give up the struggle and resistance unless he accepts it actively and is desperate enough to give up the resistance.

　　And those who finally fall into the darkness are mostly lucky people, who have lost in the face of desire.

　　Ge Weilong's final depravity has nothing to do with others. She just lost to the devil in her heart, and finally drew a prison, fearing and living.

　　And the truth of her deep love for Georgie Joe, at this moment, is also crumbling and falling apart.

　　Perhaps, my opinion of Ge Weilong is less sympathetic to her and more critical of her, but I just want to express one sentence:

　　No one, no existence, can make a person truly degenerate unless that person has already made a deal with the devil in his heart!

　　The existence of Ge Weilong confirms this sentence.

　　There is a "boule de suif" in this world who is trapped in prison, but still sticks to the bottom line. This is not an extreme depravity, because there is still a bottom line in her heart, and she is not confused.

　　The real depravity is always looking for travelers who lack direction. They suck her soul, prick her bottom line, make her forget who she is, forget the way home, and forget all the beautiful and restrained happiness.

　　Therefore, she lost her soul and became a walking corpse. In the end, she was immersed in the copper smell of material desires and lived as a lonely ghost. In the end, she also lost the freedom of her true heart.

　　Therefore, Geweilong's deep love for Qiao Qiqiao has feelings in it, and it is not difficult to find an excuse to maintain decency.

　　Her love for him is mixed with something else.

　　At least, she doesn't love Georgie as much as she thought!

　　Everything is just the last search for dignity after the victory of desire!

　　I'm Gui Chen, recording my feelings in words, thanks for reading! Welcome to comment, let's discuss stories and taste life together! If you like it, please pay attention to it. I will bring more works and invite you to discuss them together! ??