＂I have written more than 50 articles!＂

　　Text/Hongyan

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　　I was flattered and more at a loss when I received the draft from Mr. Fish.

　　I have been learning to write stories for more than two years, and my progress is really as slow as that of a tortoise. Up to now, there are more than 50 manuscripts, all of which are small. Not long ago, I broke through "Three uncles" and got the highest manuscript fee of 320 yuan.

　　[A Record of Human Nature: My nephew got married, and I gave him a gift of 100,000 yuan, because my sister did it to me] So, I made a reply for myself in two days, and found that the biggest influencing factor of writing was my mentality, and the serious internal friction caused me to be unable to make progress.

　　I have listed all my major problems in the past two years, hoping to give a warning to everyone who is interested in writing.

　　01

　　The first problem I encountered was that I didn't have a clear understanding of myself, including my own accumulation and writing goals.

　　If the person who has never been exposed to writing before is Xiao Bai, then I am pure Xiao Bai.

　　Since I left school in 1993, I have never touched books and pens, and I have almost returned what I learned in school to my teachers.

　　Before I decided to write in 21 years, the company had a small library, and I began to read and write something.

　　After reading some books, I saw the enrollment of writing classes in the headlines, and my heart began to stir. In the headlines, many articles in WeChat official account are our daily life. Others can write, so why can't I?

　　The deeper reason is that my child failed in the senior high school entrance examination, and he was depressed, thinking that his life would be over. I made an agreement with my child to work together, I would learn to write, and he would continue to go to school. I would like to set an example for my child and tell him that failing in the senior high school entrance examination and college entrance examination does not mean the end of his life.

　　After the basic class, I began to write stories with great interest, and I threw them directly to the soup bowl and yat sen villa. At that time, my first understanding of myself was that I had a framework for answering questions, so I picked up a pen and filled it in.

　　Lack of material accumulation, lack of necessary conception of the story, I feel that the world is full of articles when I mention the pen, and I really don't know where I got such great confidence at that time.

　　Naturally, the submission is without exception.

　　After half a year, I felt something was wrong, so I signed up for an advanced class and studied writing systematically with my teacher.

　　After following two issues, I went to the other extreme: when I was writing a story, I always felt that it was not well written, so I changed it when I wrote it, and I was always dissatisfied. If I was dissatisfied, I changed it again, and the more I changed it, the more dissatisfied I became. Finally, I put it on hold in the middle of writing.

　　Later, after talking to Mr. Privet, I made a change. I no longer feel that I should write a masterpiece at one time, but only ask myself to finish an article every time. As for the writing problem, it can't be improved in a day or two, and haste makes waste.

　　After writing the article, read it as many times as possible, read it fluently and try not to have typos. Knowing that your first step is to complete the best story within your ability is enough.

　　Accept that you are a short-legged, writing marathon can only be carried out at your own pace. Seeing other people's glamour is superficial, and no one will reveal the wound to you.

　　02

　　The second problem I have encountered is the one I have been struggling with for the longest time, and it is a cognitive problem.

　　I am a post-70 s generation. In my cognition, children should be obedient, filial, hard-working, and enjoy hardships before enjoying them, which is a proper image of being a doormat.

　　With the development of society, many people are under increasing pressure in their life and work, and reading stories has become their way to relieve stress.

　　At ordinary times, they are fed up with the anger of their bosses, mother-in-law and sister-in-law, and all kinds of unfairness. They need to find an emotional outlet. Even if they just see others tearing love rat's hand to vent their emotions, they will feel the same way, feel happy, and sometimes they can get a solution to things. This story of a big woman is very popular.

　　My cognition is almost fixed. On the one hand, I have to write the story like this, on the other hand, I am told in my heart that it is wrong to do so.

　　So, so reluctantly, I slowly wrote.

　　Teacher Ligustrum lucidum said that my thinking has solidified, and recommended me to read Lifelong Growth and read more books on thinking. So, I read a lot of books about thinking and psychology, and finally found that the biggest constant in this world is that it is always changing.

　　People's life, not only their age and appearance, but also everything else, is constantly changing. The idea of this moment is different from that of the previous one, and it is normal for this generation to behave differently from the previous one.

　　Now some people say that there is a generation gap when two people are three years apart. Then how deep is the generation gap between me and the mainstream young people?

　　To put it bluntly, the problem of thinking is the way to look at the problem, the angle problem, as long as you can put yourself in the other's shoes, you can solve a large part.

　　The world has been changing, but I stand still. It is strange that I am not an antique. The blood in my body will be updated periodically. Why can't people accept new things and replace old ones?

　　Everything new has two sides. Since it has appeared, it has its market and reasons. After accepting it, I found that I can understand most people.

　　Then, in writing, there are better ways to deal with the logical problems of the occurrence and development of some things.

　　03

　　In the past two years, the most helpless problem for me is the problem of writing.

　　Writing, that is, it needs real practice, and it really needs the accumulation of words.

　　I, on the other hand, sometimes don't write fluently when I lift my pen, and I unconsciously bring my habits, uh-huh, and so on into my writing. I remember that I once revised an article after writing, and I deleted more than 20 "le" and "de", which made me feel a lot smoother after deleting it.

　　After listening to the teacher's rhetoric class, I always feel that my writing style will not improve unless I write a few unique metaphors, parallelism and personification sentences.

　　I found good sentences in reading books or other people's articles, and I also learned to replace, imitate and try to internalize myself.

　　So, I kept piling up where I thought I could use it, moaning even if I was sick, or I couldn't show my own level, but this Cacala lowered the quality of the article.

　　Later, in March, Teacher Fish recommended me to read the article by Senior Sister Chen in the soup bowl. At that time, I really realized that concise words are also a kind of beauty with irresistible magic.

　　No matter how good rhetoric is, like the flesh of a woman, it seems to make the whole person coordinated and comfortable. If a big bag suddenly protrudes or sinks in, the extra and the less will be unnatural and give people a strange feeling.

　　The so-called good writing is just right, no more, no less, just right

　　04

　　After writing for more than two years, I didn't get much money, but it made me grow a lot.

　　The biggest enemy in a person's life is himself, and no one can beat you except yourself unless you give up yourself.

　　Writing, from time to time, combs my own mood and finds my own shortcomings. Although the entanglement and struggle in my heart make me suffer and linger, it is a real growth after suffering.

　　Learning, doing and doing well originally requires step-by-step practice, repeated reflection, correction and consolidation, and then promotion and progress.

　　How can you walk without stepping on the pit? I'll tell you about the pit you stepped on. I hope you can be alert. Yes, I'm making progress slowly, which is also a positive attitude. As long as I don't stop, make progress every day, I will arrive one day.

　　I am most gratified that although my son went to a vocational school, his learning momentum has not diminished, and he clamors to keep pace with me. Every time I receive a submission for retention, I will tell my son that he is very nervous.

　　This year, my son is going to take the college entrance examination. During the two years I have been with him, he has made great progress, and he has entered the top three in his class. His score in the skills college entrance examination is quite gratifying! Writing brings me not only financial gains, but also a harmonious mother-child relationship and a positive attitude.

　　Now, I not only know what kind of life I want to live, but also know how to fight for it. My son is also full of hope for the future. The chain reaction brought by writing has exceeded my expectations.

　　The author introduces:

　　Hongyan, a student of Tang Xiaoxiao's writing class.