I'm a 25-year-old girl from Beipiao. In order to study for my boyfriend,

　　I'm a 25-year-old girl from Beipiao. I worked as the boss's life secretary for two years in order to provide education for my boyfriend. Now that I am pregnant for two months, I asked my boyfriend to marry me, but he hesitated.

　　I want to be born and wait until my boyfriend graduates from graduate school next year so that we can have a happy event together. My boyfriend advised me to give up my children, and said that there were so many men in my line of work that his mother wouldn't accept me, and he couldn't marry me. He asked me to make a list of money for him, and he would pay me back all when he graduated and found a job.

　　Why am I in contact with so many men? Others don't understand. Doesn't he know? At the beginning, I refused to listen to my parents' advice and insisted on dropping out of my sophomore year and renting a house with him. I gave it to him for the first time, but after half a year, both of us ran out of living expenses, and his family was penniless. My parents were annoyed that I was disobedient and broke off my relationship and financial support. If I don't go out to work, how can we both survive?

　　I've found a lot of jobs, and big companies don't want me, because my education is too low. The salary of a small company is too small. I can barely live by myself, but I have no money to supplement my boyfriend. He is the hope of his whole village, and he is very good at reading. He can't spend his time on hard work. He will have to study and study for a blog in the future, which is particularly brain-consuming. I have already done this. In the future, our future depends on him. I can't bear to part with his hard work.

　　I met a sister on the Internet. Under her guidance, I got a job as a model. Sometimes I have to shoot more than 300 clothes at the end of the day, and I'm very tired. Once I was resting alone in the lounge, the 50-year-old sponsor boss suddenly approached me and made a move on me, threatening me to stay here and listen to him. I was too scared to resist. That month, I had 20 thousand more in my bank card. From then on, he privately asked me to be his life secretary and accompany him to attend various dinner activities.

　　Although the boss takes good care of me, he and I both want what we want. Sooner or later, he will get tired of me and throw me away at any time. My favorite man will always be my boyfriend. Now he has no job, so I can only support him in this way. But now he treats me like this. Has his conscience been eaten by dogs? He doesn't want me, what should I do with the baby in my belly?