My partner gave me self-esteem and comfort, and that kind of happiness made me want to stop.

　　They say that the dance floor is not good, but why do I think it is just the opposite? The dance floor is a place that makes people feel happy, and it is a place that makes people forget their troubles and sorrows. It makes my hormones explode, dopamine is released, and a man's fighting power is instantly off the charts. Apart from being a little frustrated when I return to real life again, ballroom dancing can be said to be really picky and make me want to stop!

　　I have a dancing partner. To tell the truth, she is average in all aspects. She is average in appearance, average in figure, average in dancing, and three years older than me. It is such a woman who let me taste a successful experience that I have never had before, and let me know that I am not a cold-blooded animal, let alone a big waste!

　　My wife, a strong woman, is nothing to her. Can't make money, can't be considerate, can't deceive people, and is simply a fool. I am not as good as a dog at home! That dog is her darling. She walks with her, feeds her, sleeps with her, takes a shower with her, and cries "Baby" in her mouth ... Baby is hungry and has a mountain of dog food. What about me? I can only cook for myself and be self-sufficient Sometimes I really want to throw that damn dog away!

　　My partner is different. Her eyes are full of me! Talk with me, practice dancing with me, shout the teacher in your mouth and pretend to admire in your heart. Handing a towel when you are hot, handing a bottle of water when you are thirsty, feeling distressed when you are tired, and chatting with me when you are bored.

　　In front of my wife, I feel ashamed, have no self-esteem, and can't find any meaning of existence. It's all the same with or without me at home, and sometimes I feel really redundant. It would be better if I were really gone one day. If she was out of sight, out of mind and out of mind, she wouldn't be nagging all day, and her family would be more calm, instead of being in a state of tension all the time.

　　In front of my partner, I am smart, studious, versatile, strong and patient. I will tirelessly teach her routines and tricks, and tirelessly guide her repeatedly. In the eyes of my partner, I exist like a god. There are no tricks and routines that I can't do. As long as she wants to learn any kinds of dances and tricks, I will always let her shine in the dance floor after learning them. Looking at the envious eyes of others, I really feel a sense of accomplishment.

　　I found the meaning and value of my existence in the dance floor, and also made up for the incompleteness and regret of my life. Dancing partner has given me self-esteem and comfort. How can all this make me not love it?

　　Some people may call me emotional infidelity, promiscuous and irresponsible. I admit that I am not an ambitious person. I am just an ordinary mortal who can no longer be ordinary. I just want to live a quiet, happy and relaxed life, and I don't want to spend my life in endless accusations and humiliation every day!