＂Did you eat both chicken legs？＂ Grandson angry throwing chopsticks, daughter and son-in-law silent, I should have left.

　　"I didn't expect that I ate two drumsticks. My grandson denounced me for being greedy and said that he didn't like me. He threw his chopsticks on the ground and said that he would go out to see the sky and look at his face when he entered the door. I didn't see my son-in-law. My daughter went out to buy drumsticks with her grandson. My son-in-law went back to the house and ignored me. I knew I should have left long ago. They didn't welcome me, but my son-in-law didn't say it directly. I was really stupid." Aunt He, 59,

　　59-year-old Aunt He

　　I picked up my bag and walked out of my daughter's house. My tears kept flowing, and my son-in-law didn't come out. I usually couldn't bear to take a taxi, so I took a taxi to the station myself. I should have left long ago.

　　When I was a child, I didn't want to see my parents at home. There are two brothers on it. My grandparents prefer boys to girls, and they all like them. But I am like extra air in this home. Sometimes it is like air. When I come to that chicken leg during the Chinese New Year, I will never have my share. Every time I see my brother eating chicken legs, my mouth is watering, and my parents just don't see it. My mother casually puts a piece for you to eat.

　　My family was poor. My mother asked me to study in junior high school, but I begged my parents to let me study until I graduated from high school. My mother refused to let me go to college, let me go out to work, subsidize my family, and then I met my wife.

　　At that time, my only 80 yuan was stolen. I was penniless. I didn't eat for a day. When I looked at the hot steamed buns, my mouth watered. My wife next to me saw my predicament and bought me three steamed buns. I wolfed them down.

　　Later, we fell in love. Sometimes he joked that he bought me off with three steamed buns. His wife's family was in poor condition, and he came out by himself after graduating from high school. Later, we got married. When I got married, my mother asked their family to take a bride price of 80 thousand yuan, but they couldn't take it out at all. My mother didn't agree. She wanted to find me a rich family and said that the bride price should be used by two brothers. I said, are you selling your daughter? One night, I stole my household registration book and registered it with my wife. It is called naked marriage in the current language. When my parents found out, they said angrily that this daughter was raised for nothing.

　　After we got married, the house we rented, I was pregnant not long after. My mother-in-law was very happy to hear that I was pregnant and prepared a lot of things for me. But when I heard that I had a daughter, I didn't even come. I told my husband that I would give it to her next time when I had a second child. My mother didn't even ask.

　　The arrival of my daughter brought us a lot of joy, and at the same time, the expenses were much higher. In order to earn more money, I cooked some snacks while holding my child. Once I went out to set up a stall, thinking that my daughter was not awake, I didn't know that when I set it up, my daughters climbed to the window, which scared me silly. Fortunately, I arrived in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable. My husband knew that my stepmother was confused and wouldn't let me put it aside, so that I could take care of my daughter at ease.

　　After my daughter went to junior high school, I started to set up a stall again. One day, I fell from the upstairs in a hurry and suffered a comminuted fracture. My wife scolded me again and told me not to go out. Don't I want to earn more money?

　　My daughter didn't study well either. She barely went to high school, so she didn't want to study. Later, she found a boyfriend, didn't have a formal job, had long hair, smoked and drank a lot, so her daughter's own work was unstable, and her son-in-law also had one build and one build. How can she live with her children in the future? My wife and I don't agree. I want my daughter to find a stable job, but my daughter won't do it. She just likes him and says he is handsome.

　　Son-in-law doesn't have a stable job, and she often asks her daughter for money. Daughter is 3,000 yuan a month, and she can't stand the son-in-law spending like this. Sometimes she asks me for money. My wife is angry and only scolds her son-in-law for being worthless. Not only can she not support her family, but she doesn't agree, but she is determined to follow her daughter. Later, when her daughter is pregnant, she can't look at the child in her stomach without a father. After she is discharged from hospital, she reluctantly agrees.

　　When the daughter got married, the man gave a bride price of 100,000 yuan, the mother-in-law bought a house of 300,000 yuan, and we paid 150,000 yuan. Although my wife didn't like this son-in-law, she took out 150,000 yuan to buy a house for her daughter when she got married and bought a house.

　　We saved a total of 200,000 yuan and gave our daughter 150,000 yuan. We kept 50,000 yuan for ourselves. Later, my wife was hospitalized for a heart attack and had an operation, which cost a total of 80,000 yuan. We paid 50,000 yuan ourselves, and I asked my daughter to pay 30,000 yuan. My son-in-law was unhappy about this. I can see that, but he won't say it directly. However, the money failed to keep his wife, and her wife left after half a year.

　　When my wife left, my sky collapsed and the pillar of my family fell. What should I do? I washed my face with tears all day, and my daughter and son-in-law went back after giving his wife a funeral. I looked at the house alone, and the room was empty without her voice. I don't like going out, and I lost a lot of weight at once.

　　During that time, I was almost depressed. I was afraid of loneliness. I called my daughter and wanted to go to her. My daughter said to discuss it with her son-in-law. It took half a month for her son-in-law to agree to me. Later, I learned that her daughter had a quarrel with her son-in-law and his son-in-law agreed to let me go.

　　Anyway, I was happy to go to my daughter's house, but my daughter asked me to buy my own ticket. She said that she had to go to work, and her son-in-law didn't have time to pick me up. I can understand that young people are busy, they have mortgages and children to raise, so I went to my daughter's house with a big bag and a small package.

　　When I went to my daughter's house, I imagined that my daughter would cook something delicious for me to eat. I didn't know that my daughter gave me a pack of instant noodles without adding an egg. I didn't like to eat instant noodles. I didn't care about it after taking a bus for so long, and the food was quite delicious. I wanted to eat another bowl. When I looked at my daughter, I didn't mean it, so I held back.

　　Grandson didn't welcome my arrival. He was brought by his grandmother since he was a child, and he didn't kiss me. He disdained my grandmother in words and words. Sometimes I helped my daughter to wash the bowl, and I was rough in my work. Once I didn't notice a leaf outside the bowl, my grandson showed it to my son-in-law, saying that I couldn't even clean a bowl. At that moment, I was really ugly. I quickly said that I loved to brush it again. My son-in-law looked at it and I was going to shake my head, but he didn't.

　　One night, when I went to the toilet, I heard a voice coming from my daughter's room. My son-in-law said to ask your mother how much money she had. We should buy a car and let your mother pay for it. She is here every month, which also increases her expenses. My daughter said that my mother has no pension. Where is the money? The son-in-law said that one day, you should talk to your mother and ask her to sell the house and live with us, and the money will be kept here, or let your mother go back early. My daughter said what are you thinking? Go to sleep quickly.

　　My son-in-law seems to be silent and has a lot of minds. I didn't think much about it. Anyway, I won't sell the house. I will stay with my daughter for one more day. I also paid for this house at the beginning.

　　Then one day, we went out to play. I was diabetic and hungry. When I came back, my daughter stewed a chicken, which was very delicious. At that time, I was very hungry. I picked up a chicken leg before my daughter cooked all the dishes. My son-in-law and grandson were playing games, and my daughter was cooking other dishes in the kitchen. I sat down on the stool and picked it up and ate it.

　　I like eating drumsticks best. When I was a child, drumsticks didn't belong to me at all. Each time I watched my brother eat drumsticks, my mouth watered. My parents didn't care, saying that girls didn't have to eat so much. When I had children, I gave them to my daughter every time. I didn't know what happened. This time, I looked at drumsticks and my daughter and son-in-law were not around, as if it were just me. This chicken was stewed for me.

　　I picked up a chicken leg and ate it. The satisfaction filled my childhood regret. This is the best chicken leg I have ever eaten in my life. My grandson played with his son-in-law enthusiastically, and I didn't ask him to come over to eat.

　　After I finished eating one, I knew in my head that there was another one for my grandson, but I just couldn't help myself, and I picked up another chicken leg. I bit it down again. "Grandma, how did you eat both chicken legs? You went too far." I was shocked by my grandson's reprimand, and there was still a small bite left in the chicken leg. My father gave it to my grandson, and his grandson threw it on the ground.

　　Grandson wants to hit me with his fist. "Grandma, we didn't eat, so why did you eat two drumsticks? I didn't even remember to eat them. It's all your fault that you accompanied me. When you didn't come, I ate all the drumsticks at home, and no one robbed me. I don't like you."

　　When my daughter heard her grandson's crying, she hurried over to coax him and gave him chopsticks to eat fish. However, my grandson refused to do it, and threw the chopsticks on the ground, saying that she would eat chicken legs today. My daughter blamed me for not leaving one for her grandson. I saw my son-in-law, who rolled around on the ground in search, and let him get up. Then she told me that at my age, I was still fighting for food with my children. At that time, I really wanted to have a rift to drill down.

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　　My daughter took her grandson out to buy chicken legs. My son-in-law slammed the door and ignored me. I went back to the house myself with tears. I knew that I was going to live, and my son-in-law was going to ask me to either sell the house or let me go home. At this moment, I woke up. In fact, I should have left long ago. It was me who stayed here and embarrassed my daughter.

　　I packed my things, and I didn't say hello to my son-in-law. He didn't come out when he heard me go out. I went out and took a taxi to the station. It didn't take long for my daughter to call me and get on the bus. I came to my daughter for more than three months, and my son-in-law didn't welcome me, and my grandson didn't even welcome me. I just didn't beat myself as an outsider. For my son-in-law's family, I was an outsider. I am old and I should know it.

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